What on earth have I been doing lately? Who have I become? I don’t even know where to begin. Don’t get me wrong, I like the “new me” if you will, but damn I am nothing like I used to be. Which is probably a good thing. I’m about to be 19 & instead of being stressed out & tense about everything like I usually am, I just wanna let loose & do everything I want to do, whenever I want to do it without a second thought. I swear i’m suffering from Peter Pan syndrome. I don’t ever want to grow up. This is my last year as a teenager. Bring it onnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.